Thursday, February 28, 2008
February 28th, 2008

urh....
havent been bloggin lately coz really bz...lotsa tests comin up..
and trying to A's all of them..but all of them..is like missing 1 point..
zzz...
well..my geometry + algebra test....not bad worh...99/100..haha
out of my expectations..haha...was kinda happy when i got back that paper...
there was a "WOW" on my paper..haha..teacher was like..GREAT JOB!...=x
urh...besides dat...i manage to raise my us government grades from a D to a C =x...haha...slow and steady barh...later on a B..den an A! =x=x
anddddd.....
finally finished my english III and english IV papers...woots~
but..now, we're starting something new le...
english 3...literary journal and
english 4...satirical essay....x.x
had a vocabulary test today...well..not to say too easy or too hard..but i think i did pretty well...this time..aiming for a 100! chiong arh!!!
havent been on msn lately...coz..once i sign in..i cant concentrate on my work..and i seldom turn on my computer le...onli sometimes to check if my blog is rotting..haha..well...i guess not..
urhhhh....(wad else)...
oh yea....for maths...an average of 83..managed to raise it to a 89..well...we get our final grades on monday i think..so...-Pray pray pray-...
i did really bad for the TAKS quizes tho...i suck in multiple chioces for maths...dunno why...but the subjective questions i can do very well...totally opposite...==...suan le...89..not bad..1 more point till an A!..
english 3 n 4...probably can A's this time....x.x...
theirs a major test tomorrow...for us history and another major test for english on tuesday...haizzzzzzzzzz....den...march 5th...start my TAKS examination le...the long form is..uhhh...Texas sumthing sumthing test....its like a government test...like...msia got PMR n SPM...singapore got O'lvl...so texas got..TAKS...oh wells...
if i make A's in it..i'll probably consider going back to msia for holiday..if not..i guess i'll go back maybe after another year or so..so...i dunno yet~ still considering~..
i've been thinking for some time le...whether i wanna go back anot...my mom says...come back la...but i dun wanna go back yet...dunno y...but i think go back to fast without any accomplishment..not nice leh...at least like get a lot of A's den go back..haha...not to say show off or anything...dats just my style...
oh well...see how it goes~
urhhhhhh....besides that...so far so good i guess...just stress at homework and tests...~
Homework time~ toodles~~~
aH wHiTe @ 4:31 PM | comment link here




Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Wednesday 19th Feb, 2008

zzzzzzz......
well...havent been posting lately...kinda busy like hell....
and guess wad..
im a 11th grader now...
bullshyt right?
i went to ask something today and they told me...ur a 11th grade now...
if i never go ask something...i wont know wad grade i am hor..==...
well...kinda happy larh...
but..kinda stressed this few weeks....
its like...dun feel like chatting anymore...
wanna be alone or sumthing..emo arh?(no idea)
well...im a junior le..
gonna have my TAKS test...texas sumthing sumthing test....zzzz...in march
arhhhh....and for us government....its like...im gonna die soon le..
everyday in that lesson...we're assigned to read and stuff....after reading a few pages...eyes wanna close le...maybe im sleep deprived..(lack of sleep)...
havent been sleeping well these days...maybe coz of the coffee or sumthing...
today morning..around 3....tummy ache..couldnt sleep until 4 sumthing..maybe it was the food yesterday night or sumthing....haiz..
dunno larh...stress larh...x.x....
english research paper....due next wednesday...2 major grades...x.x..if i mess this up...im gonna kill myself.....my mom wants me to get at least 80 n above...
i think im gonna die soon le...x.x...STRESS ARHHHHHHH....
everyday...drink like..3 cups of coffee...x.x..still feel sleepy in skool...
maybe i should consider taking coffee to skool from now on..so i dont fall asleep..
im REALLY work very hard alrdy...but...there's a few subject that i cant concentrate....us government n us history..zzz....having headache until head wanna bao le....
well....my current goal is to A's all my subjects....but i think it wont happen ...
maybe A's + B's ba...x.x
Its like, when you work hard for something and you don't get what you want...its really stressing...

Feeling like I am in an ocean of doubt and despair, gradually sinking and gasping for air.

Knowing life is not a light switch you can flip on and off....zzzz


You cry... you feel sad... you get "help"... but its still there... only now you hide it... you want everyone to believe it is ok... but its not, i'm not ok- its a rollercoaster of emotions, you slowly start to feel better and then all of a sudden you crash again... then it starts all over....
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Wednesday 13th Feb, 2008

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...
well...lets see...today i stayed till 4 sumthing at skool..to do my crappy project...x.x....ITS DUED TOMORROW..and its a major grade...x.x...oh wells...i think can de bah..i alrdy finish my part...now its all up to my fren to finish her part...
anyways...I WANNA BHB MY GRADES!..HAHAHA....today got my report card le!!
SUPER HIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...WOOO
well...eventho i din do too good for 2 subjects...de rest also hen hao =x...

US Government - 73(D)
English III - 85 (B)
US History - 73 (D)
Geometry - 83 (B) first time PASSED my maths =x...^^V
Health - 90 (A)
Economy - 89 (B) bullshyt...1 more point till an A!
English IV - 89 (B)...

well..i guess its ok bah...coz...if its the grades in malaysia...i would alrdy have..5 A n 2 B...just that the grades in USA..is so high de...x.x....SUAN LE...I PASS JIU CAN!!...WOOOOOOOOOOTS

well....im gonna be super busy le...
English 3 - Research Paper, Essay, literary report.. and project...all major grade de...x.x
Economy - Project (major grade)
English 4 - Research Paper ( this one hardest..x.x...)

AHHH..tml got government test...haiz..luan luan lai bah...
BUT..FRIDAY DAY OFF FOR STUDENTS! ahahahah...
Some Outside Teachers gonna come our skool n TEACH our TEACHERS..AHHAHAHA..=P
aH wHiTe @ 4:49 PM | comment link here




Monday, February 11, 2008
Friday 11th Feb, 2008

O.o...havent blogged for a long time le..x.x....very busy arhhhhhhhhhhh...wo kuai yao si le...
urh....lets start from last week...a few days ago...i was having tests test and tests!

soooooooo stress de!!! anyways...had a geometry test today...i think can A it! CHIONG ARHHHH...=P...i finished my draft 2 essay for english 3...den..for english 4 i finished my urh...18th century essay ! WAHHAHAHA...kinda free le..but seldom online =P...

OH YEA...i finally got my Verification Of Enrollment sheet! wahahah...can drive soon le! ^^v wohooooooooooo...but..sad thing is...i have a research paper due soon...and economy project...x.x...all major grade..how arh?...si ding le....but..sui bian larh...my grades so far so good haha...almost got A de lorh!!....for english 4 n economy...89 marks...==...TOOOOT....1 more mark den A! ARHHHHHHHH....qian bian!

i was thinking of changing my blogskin le! but...dbsk de..so limited...x.x...SADDDDDDD....oh well....DBSK!!!! CHIONG ARHHHH =P...well..im also watching hong kong drama's now...its AWESOME! =X....and and and...last sunday...cycled all de way and da bao-ed breakfast....wooooo..hen hao chi arh =X...but...cycle so far...dam tiring de...x.x....but..its worth! the food was GREAT!! but...another thing is..EXPENSIVE ARH!...i da bao-ed for my cousin also...$_$.....x.x

sian arhhhhhh...i cant wait to go apply for driving!!! arhhhhhh!!! - high high high -
besides dat...skool was ok i guess...just busy busy busy...x.x..
oh well.....toodles~
aH wHiTe @ 5:34 PM | comment link here




Friday, February 1, 2008
friday 1st feb, 2008

well...recently kinda busy and stuff....stressed out...x.x....
still thinking of wad i should choose..so messy de...my cousin...told me wat i MUST take..and the others are like..u wan u can choose de...den..he told me to relax n choose easy de...but...i think hor..i wanna try out the harder ones..HOW HOW HOW...can i make it?!...dunno larhhhh....headache headache...den...exams coming le...so many projects, presentation, and research papers...x.x....i can die le...
den...today morning..got back my wallet le...HAPPY!..everything still inside =)...

urhhh....lessons as usual...english 3...explaining abt another literature book that we need to read...and so a research paper on...and also another major grade...which we needa write essay about racism...so sian de..i dunno wad to write la...draft due on tuesday...n i havent even started....den...monday...1st part of english 4 de research paper due...zz...im gonna die leeee....chatted with my mom abit....headache on choosing the lessons larh..she told me to take harder ones...but..for next semester..i onli need take 1 lesson to graduate...but...1 lesson hor...still needa go skool..might as well take 7...to get more credit worh...but...TOU TONG LA!...my mom told me to chill n man man lai..lol...haiz...i miss my mom n dad...x.x....oh well....

urhhhh....back to lessons....us history, was boring as usual...x.x....keep playing with phone...haha...den..listen to mp4...lol...its like relaxing in each classes..onli dat hw alottt.....its like...during lessons...teacher tell u your homework and when its due..den...the whole time..free de...teacher sit at their desk and do their stuff..and we do our stuff....so..FREE LA...do wadever we want..just dat...if listen song or play with phone..cant let teacher see la...(so obvious....)

grandpa going on a cruise tomolo..for 3 weeks...guess i have to cook myself le...and...im still thinking whether to go back msia this year or next....coz...my timetable kinda messy..and preparing for graduation is very LUAN...x.x...still thinking...den...urhhhh...have alot of homework these days...for us government...needa do some project...and...test soon le...zzzz....i think...im gonna fail 2 subjects this year..US HISTORY N US GOVERNMENT

sighhhhhh.....so stressful larhhhhhhhhh....its like..work is never ending de...and...my head is gonna explode or sumthing....so hard to concentrate on one thing..and needa do another........

Feelings of stess are hard to explain....even my frens are like...y u grade 10...take all the hardest subject...all grade 12 de....all i can say is...im preparing to graduate..x.x....den they are like....u must be very smart..lol...den im like...i have no choice...x.x....i aint smart =(..ima stupid head ^^v...xDxD....sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........i feel very strange la..its like..in economy class, us government, english 4...all grade 12 de ppl...age...18 isit...den..im like the only 10th grader...16....like...wtf la..all lao lao de..x.x....sighhhhhhh....but i seriously enjoy economy class...no idea, y...but..it's just my favorite class la...la la la~~ learning abt stock markets...investing on them..is just fun and kool...

I think im sleep deprived...(lack of sleep)..its like wen i get home..the first thing i do is....YAWN...yawn like the whole day..x.x....den...mood also not very good de....zzzzzzz......u might see me on the world news...a boy grade 10...just comitted suicide in his skool..coz of too much stress...x.x...
not to say i dun wanna relax...its just to stressful....haizzzz....


aH wHiTe @ 6:35 PM | comment link here