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friday 1st feb, 2008

well...recently kinda busy and stuff....stressed out...x.x....
still thinking of wad i should choose..so messy de...my cousin...told me wat i MUST take..and the others are like..u wan u can choose de...den..he told me to relax n choose easy de...but...i think hor..i wanna try out the harder ones..HOW HOW HOW...can i make it?!...dunno larhhhh....headache headache...den...exams coming le...so many projects, presentation, and research papers...x.x....i can die le...
den...today morning..got back my wallet le...HAPPY!..everything still inside =)...

urhhh....lessons as usual...english 3...explaining abt another literature book that we need to read...and so a research paper on...and also another major grade...which we needa write essay about racism...so sian de..i dunno wad to write la...draft due on tuesday...n i havent even started....den...monday...1st part of english 4 de research paper due...zz...im gonna die leeee....chatted with my mom abit....headache on choosing the lessons larh..she told me to take harder ones...but..for next semester..i onli need take 1 lesson to graduate...but...1 lesson hor...still needa go skool..might as well take 7...to get more credit worh...but...TOU TONG LA!...my mom told me to chill n man man lai..lol...haiz...i miss my mom n dad...x.x....oh well....

urhhhh....back to lessons....us history, was boring as usual...x.x....keep playing with phone...haha...den..listen to mp4...lol...its like relaxing in each classes..onli dat hw alottt.....its like...during lessons...teacher tell u your homework and when its due..den...the whole time..free de...teacher sit at their desk and do their stuff..and we do our stuff....so..FREE LA...do wadever we want..just dat...if listen song or play with phone..cant let teacher see la...(so obvious....)

grandpa going on a cruise tomolo..for 3 weeks...guess i have to cook myself le...and...im still thinking whether to go back msia this year or next....coz...my timetable kinda messy..and preparing for graduation is very LUAN...x.x...still thinking...den...urhhhh...have alot of homework these days...for us government...needa do some project...and...test soon le...zzzz....i think...im gonna fail 2 subjects this year..US HISTORY N US GOVERNMENT

sighhhhhh.....so stressful larhhhhhhhhh....its like..work is never ending de...and...my head is gonna explode or sumthing....so hard to concentrate on one thing..and needa do another........

Feelings of stess are hard to explain....even my frens are like...y u grade 10...take all the hardest subject...all grade 12 de....all i can say is...im preparing to graduate..x.x....den they are like....u must be very smart..lol...den im like...i have no choice...x.x....i aint smart =(..ima stupid head ^^v...xDxD....sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........i feel very strange la..its like..in economy class, us government, english 4...all grade 12 de ppl...age...18 isit...den..im like the only 10th grader...16....like...wtf la..all lao lao de..x.x....sighhhhhhh....but i seriously enjoy economy class...no idea, y...but..it's just my favorite class la...la la la~~ learning abt stock markets...investing on them..is just fun and kool...

I think im sleep deprived...(lack of sleep)..its like wen i get home..the first thing i do is....YAWN...yawn like the whole day..x.x....den...mood also not very good de....zzzzzzz......u might see me on the world news...a boy grade 10...just comitted suicide in his skool..coz of too much stress...x.x...
not to say i dun wanna relax...its just to stressful....haizzzz....